Wednesday, August 30, 2006

4:07 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS GOH !

after waiting for the bus for around 15mins , i don't want to be late again as detention class sucks ! so i took cab from my house bus stop to yio chu kang mrt station this morning . and guess what ? it costs $5 ! my allowance GONE since early in the morning .

it rained this afternoon so i'm now blogging in school library , the computer here is fucking lag ! i think i'm leaving this place soon as the rain has began to stop . okay , i get to know my results today but i didn't get it back as i still owe the school letter for absent without reason . school sucks okay ! 7 hours a day , 35 hours a week , 140 hours a month can't believe i'm wasting my time . i miss the days i still have handphone ! days without handphone seriously sucks . but i'll try to get a pre paid card for the time being .

there is teacher's day celebration tomorrow in school . sadly , there is also acers day workout . its warm up exercises and a 2km run ! hope time will pass fast , i'm going back to my primary school as well . i miss my friends !

.buzz off.
journey home . . .



1:06 AM

miss selva officially lost my comprehension book . this is so irritating !

bell rang ... ... after school


had lunch at the coffeeshop near school with gary . after lunch i went back to school for band , played 16bars of "seventh night of july" over and over again . had foot drills , overall was mediocre . headed to mcd after band to have ice cream cone , just at that time we had a meeting which is meant to be a settlement talk . but this stupid talk doesn't seemed to settle things at all . it wasted 2 hours of my life for that conversation . so the scar is still there , nothing progress . the same old "splitted" self .

alright it's midnight now , currently chatting with superband friends .
happy birthday miss goh(accounts) !

*will try to update soon !



Monday, August 28, 2006

8:42 PM

sorry for not blogging readers !
let me tell you guys a bad news . i will be more inaccessible as the day goes by because my com is infected with virus as well =( . but let me do a quick recap on these few days when i am away .

appreciation nite 2006(18/06) :

met up with sherene and guixiang at braddell to buy roses for the seniors . after that we headed to toa payoh central to have lunch . i bought burger king and took away to the venue(toa payoh central community club) . there was this event at HDB hub showcasing most of the finalist from all the "super" shows like project superstar , campus superstar & superband . well , we watched mi lu bing's item . they got no amps ! so pathetic , mediacorp is so budget , just because they were the onli band there who needs an amp and they never rent it . went back to the CC to have my lunch while guixiang and sherene was wrapping some gifts . band members started coming in at around 6pm , waited for the graduating members to come .

after they came , the event officially started . there were some screw up here and there for our games :

#1 - the projector can't work !
#2 - due to time constrain we never played what we supposed to play . we onli play the game in a simplified version .

overall felt abit disappointed as we planned this game for consecutive 5 days . HOPEFULLY , this game will be on again for band camp 2007 . the event ended , took lots of pictures . after that i played monopoly with guixiang and sherene at the fountain opposite the CC . overall was so fun ! didn't manage to make someone bankrupt but all the properties were sold out . enjoyed myself after all . brother fetch me home after that , reached home and read the letters i received . some were realli touching ! dozed off after that .

Today :
detention class today was hell ! i was made to clean those fucking tables again . i hate it ! i've learnt my lesson . i must be early ! after detention class went to meet guixiang , j-teng at bishan mcd to study abit . alright thats all .

photos from festspiel XVII :

me and guixiang .



me and fiona .



me and celest .



me and dine .




photos from Appreciation Nite 2006 :


me and daryl .


flautist unite !


me and vonne .


me and suling .


me and leeying =)



Thursday, August 24, 2006

10:28 PM

discussed with my parents and they both agreed to let me take a long break for band until after exam . this will help alot as i failed almost all the subject this term ? i need a break to buck up or i'll retain this year . if i retain i will most probably quit school . alright i'm disappointed with my own results now , feeling so down everyday . i do not have a choice to choose whether to study or not . i MUST study from now .

2 more days to appreciation nite .
hope everything runs well .

super sad .



Tuesday, August 22, 2006

10:28 PM

shall blog since i'm free and my computer is in good mood today .

this afternoon was bored . just stayed at the canteen until 3.30pm and went for teacher's day audition . each solo singers onli get to sing less than a minute ? i was shocked at first . i thought i screwed up badly ! but the comments was no connection with audience again . argHh results will be out this thursday . i don't mind not being selected as i'm realli rushing for time to plan the appreciation nite games . glad that things are getting along , we are on the right track and it worth having the whole meeting to end at 930pm . i would like to thank daniel for teaching me accounts ! he is a good tutor . one teaching from him is equal to 1 month of lesson in class . shocking ya ?

going touch up on our games as usual tomorrow . super super tired now . not enough sleep and recently had a bad habit of waking up realli late(as late as 640am) ! alright gonna take a shower and SLEEP !

ran off to the shower_



Monday, August 21, 2006

10:14 PM

Lucify chalet was over . im so sad , i realli don't wish the chalet to end .
but good things always comes to an end no matter what =( .

the chalet was realli fun , i was bullied by lucify . especially that kuek ! but overall was okay . they are just kidding =) . words just can't descibe the fun i had yesterday . shall upload some pictures next time . had head commitee meeting this afternoon with guixiang and sherene , the games are driving us crazy ! we need a break seriously . was quite disappointed that things are starting to happen . aww , i hate band !

there will be teacher's day auditions tomorrow for me . i'm gonna try to enjoy myself as much as possible ! my post are getting shorter as my computer can crash anytime . typing this much was already a miracle . on the other hand , i apologise , im feelng LOW as well , can't think of anything more . gonna practice my song now . take care guys !



Saturday, August 19, 2006

6:58 PM

festspiel XVII was over . i can't believe it either .

as usual for all performance , reported in school before setting off to victoria concert hall . carrying 12 original scores was hell ! sometimes i seriously don't like to be librarian , but in life we don't realli get to choose what we want . load the percussion instruments into the lorry and we headed to victoria concert hall . reached there around 230pm , help the percussions to unload their instruments down and put it up on stage . although its a little tiring but i'm quite glad that most of the people help out . the whole process went quite well and fast .

set up our insturments at the backstage area and proceed to the stage for final rehearsal . rehearsal ended at 530pm and we got free time from then until 7pm . spent 3/4 of the time styling my hair ! maybe i'm too concern about my personal image , in chinese "ai mei" . we were all on stage for tuning at 710pm , audience started to walk in at 720pm . concert started and ended peacefully . but the best piece was "brazillian portrait" , the response from the audience was great . they clap along and we had fun together . i just love the feeling on stage when people clap for you with a smile on their face . it just give the performers a very sincere and satisfied feeling .

after the concert packed up and left the place . there was a little delay as it was dark at night and a little lack of communications . but we managed to get ourselves on the bus and went back to school . reached school around 1115pm , unload all our instruments and files and helped the percussion . had debrief and as usual 3/4 of the band members headed to mcd to celebrate . i don't know why but this has become a thing we always do after any performance ! i guess i've said enough . i will post the photos soon !

going to lucify chalet tomorrow =) !



Thursday, August 17, 2006

10:11 PM

the "long waited" festspiel XVII is tomorrow . quite excited yet scared . i don't know why i'm having this weird feeling that there are still something i forget . well seriously , i wish everything went smoohtly tomorrow . so happy ! hair sprays are allowed as well , i will do a jrock hairstyle with my favourite colour , RED ! today is the last rehearsal in school . after rehearsal went for head commitee meeting at J8 open plaza to do some stuffs . opps , seems like i am leaking out lots of stuff . well okay i shall not leak out anything more from now ! for those who are going , hope you have a great time and groove to our music !

last thing . THE CONCERT BOOKLET is damn nice !
thats it . shall update after this event was over . 1 more day to kuek's birthday =)



Tuesday, August 15, 2006

8:45 PM

my line was terminated this afternoon . please do not contact me via handphone until further notices . oh my , i'm feeling so inaccessible now =( . anyway i think i am getting a new phone in a week time .

shall blog some other time , no mood for anything now .



Monday, August 14, 2006

1:54 AM

just finish editing my blogskin stuffs . nothing much actually , just some touch ups . added a new player under "the wishes" , it can be easily operated by just click on "play" . well , was on the line with suling moments ago . i think she is my one and onli confidant , i told her lots of stuffs i never told anyone before =) . alright currently chatting with simon on msn , its midnight now . gonna have sectionals in the afternoon .

take care people_



Sunday, August 13, 2006

1:17 PM

yesterday went for family day organize by my mum's company at sentosa(palawan beach) . its was quite fun , i think the organisation rocks ! they had buffet for 3 meals , telematches for the young and old , door gifts , lucky draw and CAMPFIRE . overall it was damn fun =) . won a 1G samsung mp3 player in that lucky draw . happy !

alright shall not have any fun today as i have lots of things waiting for me to do actually . i need to sort out the scores(xylomania) before sending it for printing , deadline = monday . i need to practice my piccolo and if there is still time , i must study for tomorrow's chinese and tuesday's maths common test ! and not forgetting practicing my teacher's day item =) .

_yes i am so busy .
buzz off ... ...



Friday, August 11, 2006

10:05 PM

band sucks today . was being blacklisted due to my weak playing . yes , i don't have what it takes to be a flautist and a piccoloist . but you wait , i'm going to prove you wrong ! after band today went for head committee meeting . shopped around j8 with guixiang and sherene after that . alright shall intro dollis marry to you readers !


Vocal: Seijyu (Middle)
Guitar: Kalen (Top left)
Guitar: Iori (Top right)
Bass: Rinka (Bottom left)
Drum: Shinya (Bottom right)

ENJOY !



Thursday, August 10, 2006

10:49 PM

rahima was eliminated . was shocked . she realli deserve to stay longer ! was totally not satisfied with the results . well overall this is still competition counting for votes , fans come first . everyweek someone needs to get eliminated . so evil ! there is school tomorrow and band after that , i think after band playing basketball until school closes . its so fun , i'm loving school now because of the friends !

alright signing off . currently on the phone with suling .



Wednesday, August 9, 2006

5:04 PM

8th August :

happy birthday apple !

had national day celebrations and whitley idol contest in school . those winners deserve the win , quite satisfied with the results . whitleyans can sing =) . after school played basketball until school close at 5pm . went to the night market opposite our school , bought ramly's burger and continue playing basketball at block 98 until 6pm . slept on the bus journey on the way home . overall its a fun day . nothing bad happened .

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9th August :

happy birthday singapore !
happy birthday eddie =)

woke up around 12pm today , came online until i got so boring and called my primary school friend to chat . 1 more hour to national day's parade , i hope they will show the secondary school's military band ! i'm quite excited . short post today , i apologise . before signing off , would like to introduce a new jrock visual kei band , GHOST .

members :

Vocals , Kousei


Guitar , Hisui


Guitar , Yura


Bass , Zero


Drums , Kisara

i shall introduce dollis marry to readers soon =) , stay tuned !



Monday, August 7, 2006

9:28 PM

today is neutral . both good and bad things happened . this morning there is a shower when there is still scotching hot sun . our class is on level 4 facing the field , the scene was beautiful indeed . had fire drill exercise this afternoon , canteen on" fire" and we went to assemble in the field =( . stayed there for 35mins or so and went back to class . there is something i really need to clarify ! if there is a real fire breakout , will you wait for your classmates to lineup as a class outside the corridor and evacute ? will you leave your belongings in the class as what the teacher always enforced on ? will you ever follow the evacuation plan pasted in your notice board ? well all those i mentioned above , for me is totally NO , NO and NO ! by saying a NO to all the above , you are not being selfish . maybe my thinking was still immatured but who wants to die young in the fire ? my wish is to never die until i step into america !

dined at KFC with gary and roy , this is one of the rare time we are having lunch with gary . went back to school after that for sectionals , ran through "seventh night of july and florentiner march" . not really satisfied myself so i brought my piccolo back to practice . after sectionals , played basketball until 7pm . although i sprained 2 fingers on my both hands but i still enjoyed myself . typing this post out is driving me to hell !

there is national day celebrations in school tomorrow , we are allow to wear red to school ! i just love red ! anyway school will dismissed at 1030am , as usual playing basketball with elton , pearleen , michelle and xinyi(npcc) . it's gonna be fun =) . alright thats about it today . shall update again soon . please check back <33



Sunday, August 6, 2006

2:13 PM

as you can see on my calendar(on the right) , pass 2 days was booked . i shall start blogging about the most entertaining band competition . schools that took part are kuo chuan presbyterian primary school/secondary school , guangyang secondary school , jurong west primary school , bukit view primary school , st margaret's primary school and ai tong school . we are scheduled the second band to perform . i love performing on stage more now , just love the applaused and the smiles from the audience . although we did not win the competition but i think we already did our best , is not that we are not up to standard , its because our competitors are strong i shall say . in my point of view , joining any competition in anything no matter is singing , dancing , band , basketball etc. is not about winning . its all about the experience you gain from the competition and the hardwork and efforts put in for that particular competition .

yesterday went for superband grandfinals , had burger king for lunch at expo . queued at the open field outside max pavillion . went in around 5pm , crapped inside for 2 hours . show started , lucify came out with their 1st song which is "we are kOne" . their 1st set of outfit is super identical compared to dir en grey . ohmygod , and kelvin eyes were red ! its super cool . people standing at the mosh pit area was super high ! well after their second song "xiao wei" , j3 and lucify got eliminated =( . we did not feel sad instead we covert to support soul . they keep looking at us and smile , so high ! superband 2006 winner is mi lu bing . after the show took the same train as jiaxin and weiqi . reached home around 1am , had some biscuits and slept .

here's the post today . no pictures to follow up as i didn't bring my camera !



Thursday, August 3, 2006

3:09 PM

www.k-pher.blogspot.com celebrates 400 posts !

missing in action for the past 3 days . was busy with band . today got no school(i also don't know why) so its time for me to update my post . to commemorate 400 post , i've decided to change my blogskin today but things are screwing up , i don't understand why my link are appearing below my page . i want it to be at the side , will try to change if i'm free .
**new calendar added .

so busy now with the band , its realli time taxing . don't talk about going to town to shop , now i seriously don't even take time out to meet friends , play basketball , sing etc. as i onli have 2 days free in a week . the most is just having lunch with them after school in that pathetic 1 hour or even lesser . i think my friendships with people have drifted further than i thought . i realli appreciate those without cca . the impression of the word "band" was ruin ever since i started to loss interest in it . i realli hate it ! i shall drop this fucking subject .

i've spent half of my day browsing through jrock pictures online , they just simply rocks =) . wouldn't imagine myself wearing make-ups . i'm so being influenced by them now . i will try it if i have the opportunity to do so . it's just something new to me . alright i shall stop here , gonna figure out how to relocated my new skin .

i know i shouldn't have blame the band but myself . i suck , i can't take pressure , i have low self-esteem , im stupid enough for joining this , maybe its retribution that caused me to end up here .